Im here Im here!

Wow is pretty much all I have to say right now, other than...actually no, wow pretty much sums up what I have been through in the last like 3 weeks. Lets start with Lake Powell our anual family trip to some god-forsaken lake, that is hotter than hell but equally gorgeous. Considering there are no hot guys for miles this whole thing was pretty much un-interesting for me and I really didn't put a whole lot of effort into how I looked. Anyways, Brianne my longest friend came along with us this year and brandon's love, cameron came also. I really cannot be stuffed up in a car for 12 hours at a time with a person sitting right next to me, and that's exactly what happend, she sat directly next to me the whole freaking time. I did have fun with her but somtimes we just got on each others' last nerve you know? After that I went up to allie's to meet her over-weight high-maintenance cousin with great skin. Wait, first I have to tell you about robbie, He is the brother of my friend justine is is so hot...really he's gorgeous and I would love to hook up with him but I really can't. I flirt with him all the time but that's as much as I can do because he is all in all a year and a half younger then me. Weird. So I spent the day meeting people, flirting, having fun, it was okay. Oh yeah, remember how I couldn't talk to allie or brianne about anything boyfriendish?? Well, wow I do have to admit they have grown up and are now ready to talk about anything, even though they don't have that much expirience in that category. And another wow, Gen flirts constantly with this boy who is TOTALLY unappealing to me but still it's good for her I guess, but anyways she acts normal around him and she even asked him out on a date. Shocker. Really I am pissed because of it, how come I can't grow balls and ask guys out, I guys I have always believe in the philosophy that boys ask girls out and girl bat their eyelashes and looks cute, I am so old age. Okay yeah so I am totally in love with Gen super hot, abercrombie model cousin, well he isn't actually an abercrombie model but he could be in a heartbeat, he's from sweeden....smile. Also I am so totally in love with johnny depp, I think it's a sickness because every girl wants him, but I want him the most. I would give anything to be his girlfriend even though I'm like 30 years younger then him...BOO. Okay so somone who may be in my boyfriend range, brett...what to say about brett hmmmm, he's so cute and he is really nice...BUT he is so totally immature and I hate that in a guy. Total turn-off. All in all this has been a good summer, not award-winning but good. I was so excited when I saw brett and Cameron at the movies..AND I GOT HUGS! good moment to go into the scrapbooks. Well since it is four in the morning and I am putting off sleeping I think I should go. Oh btw I want to be just like blair in gossip girl.....mental note okay? i want to be super skinny...alright well thats enough gossip for one day, I'll write back later! CIAO!!!!